Ahhh that vacation..

'Vacation'...that magical word has become a dream, a much-awaited break from stress, a time-window most eagerly looked forward to..
So much of time goes in anticipation that you actually start enjoying the pining, waiting, anxiety for the supposed utopia you would be transported into once you take off..
When I sit to think, do you really need to get away to a far-off land to be away from the daily mad rush? I would say 'Yes' and 'No'.
(A)'Yes' for various reasons -
to be really away which means hey, my cell is not going to be reachable;
to overcome the so called guilt of not able to spend real leisure time with kids (it's always....hush..i'm on call, don't make noise..am sending out this really important mail, a game of scrabble...not now dear, I am just drained out today..and it goes on..);
a status symbol declaring to the world...we went to xyz place..had a great time..you must try it...;
maybe sometimes some really real reasons of wanting to explore the place;
and most of all i think to just break away, in anticipation, that some place elsewhere we are going to be away from the reaches of the usual rut.
(B)'No' -
for people who have elevated themselves to higher planes of wisdom and definitely a degree more enlightened than us mere mortals who have ample control over their minds and can imbibe a clutter-free environment (read 'mind') for themselves in the midst of absolute chaos. Escaping to a far-off place - no, not for these wise ones;OR
for people who want to go to a happening place, but, are compelled not to due to various pulls that keep them back.

So, now with the basic analysis done (don't really know why I did it in the first place!..anyway..), let me say that I am of the first type - the 'Yes' type.

I would love to get away, just get away some place and WHY...probably for a mix of all the reasons I mentioned for why people of the first type do what they do.

Now, what does a vacation mean to me...?
I remember, as a kid, it was more or less packing off to our native place during summer holidays. I don't remember going to any fancy places...the escapades were mostly annual trips to visit grandparents or religious ones for the required thanksgiving to God Almighty. Thank God my parents took me along for the religious ones - lest, I would have died an atheist! With the way I have prioirties today, I may not like it so much, but, I hardly find time to do anything remotely revolving around temples or just saying a simple Thank You prayer to God.
So, there it is...come summer holidays, pack your suitcases (the big VIPs), get into the right compartment (my Dad did very meticulous planning around that...will need to dedicate a whole post on that one :-) ), off to Ammmamma or Mamma's place in all anticipation. It used to be great first and then, when the novelty wore out, it was..when do we get back?
In fact, with this pattern, I always thought how can one go to a place where there is noone to visit...
But, whatever..these vacations, with all the heat and sweat, with same place to visit year after year - were great times and see, I still remember them..most FONDLY.

Then, I grew up and got into this vicuous circle of professional life, being on-call and available all the time, having something or the other which is required as on yesterday; along-with that kids for whom I never seem to have enough time :-(,pressures of the day - all leading to a mountain of stress with burning lava inside ready to explode at the slightest pretext.
With this picture, I now CRAVE for a vacation.
I still enjoy the anticipation, the planning, the thinking over again and again of what all i will pack into that 'free' time window...
And then, I love those spur of the moment vacations too where we just decide and take off...
Alas, the second types are diminishing day by day. There are so many strings attached, so many loops to close...can't afford to go away without planning and announcing to the whole world.

Now before I go any further on this topic, one thing is for sure, I am in bad need of one!!
Fingers crossed and wishing for a fabulous time to unwind...what's wrong with dreaming !!! ;)